I have to question, why am I trying so hard to attend AC?

Ever infamous Mongoose here.

I feel quite embarrassed. Every time I think about it, I wonder, why am I trying so hard?
I've never attended AC before and my money situation is just blaring at me, pounding into the back of my skull, trying to get through to my brain. But, I refuse to listen.

To put it simply, I've recently moved from Hawaii to New York. For those curious, it was because I was offered a cheap apartment to stay in. Needless to say, my near entire bank account was drained, especially after all the confusion and frustration with several airlines claiming bankruptcy.

Me and my roomate have been struggling.

Now, I have to wonder if I'm wasting my time with this, but - I have enough money to get to AC, and, I think I'll even have to scrape up change to pay for registration. But, I'm determined to go and I was just hoping that someone would have a room that I could stay in. I don't mind sleeping on the floor, it's not the worst place I've been.

I just prefer not to sleep on the streets.

If you have some space to spare, please contact me.

MSN Messenger + Email -

Oh, and I'm somewhat of a writer. Perhaps, I could trade a story for a room?

EDIT: I came across some money - I can pay now.

My roomate would like to come along too. Anyone know of some cheap rooms?

UPDATE --- Found one~ Forgive me for the EMO. Thanks to Mr.Finch